I feel extremely uncomfortable about some of the essays I've posted recently, including the last one.
I think it's for two reasons:
I'm not completely sure of myself, and feel that I'm being more definite than I should.
I'm scared that I'll alienate others, or include someone I shouldn't or didn't mean to in a condemnation.
I don't know how much of this is real and how much of it is imaginary because of what I've been shamed for or argued about.
Edit: I think I also just feel like I'm not allowed to talk about some things, I remember feeling this way earlier, and I think I'm feeling this way again because of the last couple of conflicts that I got into.